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15 December 2023, 01:47 AM | #61 |
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I have a feeling there is some underlying trauma that has recently been triggered.
In one of her texts, she wrote... "It's never been like this for me and I'm too overwhelmed to even talk about it right now" I also know she's hinted at something from her childhood but has never brought it up. I suspect something may have triggered something but again...I'm just a guy doing my best. I can't make her talk about anything she doesn't want to. She's always been easily overwhelmed. For context - until this recent job...she's been a stay at home mom for 12 years. I also worked from home and do all the cooking and we paid for a cleaning lady. I've tried to make her life easier. Month long vacations every christmas to Florida, and many trips throughout the years. She's focused mostly on running and mental health. Represented Canada in the world Triathlon championships in Ibiza this past spring, and recently had a personal best marathon time locally of 3:14 which will qualified her to run the Berlin marathon in the fall. She's also run Boston among others. I should mention all this travel, coaching, equipment (shoes are 300 dollars plus and she goes through them in a couple months), physio therapy etc...all funded by me. She's had a good life which feeds some of my frustration. I tell myself this isn't my wife right now, but at some point that won't be enough. |
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I know its easy to say but my daughter is autistic and we go to this autistic group its only for women. You see some how are quite far on the spectrum get on with much younger people at the group.
Also some of them behave in a way that can lock the whole household where they take over part of the house for weeks or end up trying to take their life. I wonder if going to somebody who is a marriage counsellor but also a trauma specialist would help. Not that you need marriage counselling but you could say to your other half we need to go because of problems you have. Just to not blame her. It means you go together and then if you brief the counsellor he/she could get to the heart of the issue or trauma. I know its easy for us to tell you what to do so apologies for this. But just know you are definitely doing amazing just supporting her. If we just left people because they are tough do deal with because of things they cant control the world would be a really rubbish place. Also i think you are showing a great example to your kids that you dont just walk away when things get hard. Instead you stand and help your family. |
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Complaining on the internet about buying your wife shoes, and how much they cost, is not a good look. Her lawyer will eat these posts up. |
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15 December 2023, 03:23 AM | #65 | |
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Complaining on the internet in a community you feel a part of is never "a bad look", the guy clearly does not have many other places to vent and I think you are just projecting your own insecurities here. Also how will his wife's future theoretical lawyer find his posts here? No names or personal identities are mentioned. |
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Well said Dustin. Frankly, I’m bothered by the guys who are advising Chris to cut and run. He promised to love , honor, and cherish, “in sickness and in health, til death do us part.” Also, they have children. Life is hard sometimes. It sounds to me like he has a plan, and will not give up on her, unless absolutely necessary. I will pray for a good outcome for this family. Kat Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk |
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As I had stated in my previous post, this line of thinking (an early childhood trauma) is probably the most plausible. It sounds like she’s been able to focus that energy into her running but it could be that one of your children’s ages is the age she was when her trauma occurred…. Or, even the ages of her young coworkers. I mean, she may have experienced something that ruined those years for her. When she’s connecting to people who may be living in that section of life, it brings up that part of her personality. Whether it be young adults or your children’s age, she may be flooded right now with huge mental barriers from a different time in her life. Of course this is all educated speculation based on what you given us. In clinical psych class it would be called a “case study”. Lastly, I’m very sorry to hear you’ve lost a brother to suicide. I did too, schizophrenic as well…. ; Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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borderline personality disorder
its borderline personality disorder (BPD) not bipolar
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some resources to understand borderline personality disorder
google "Wendell H. Biggins bpd quora" and "nicola method bpd" once you read it you'll understand why you must cut and run. You have been "devalued" and "split black" (the words in quotation marks are the psychological terms) Your loyalty and reliability is why you were targeted by your wife for marriage. she IDed you as a co-dependent (psychology term) that fairytale romance you first experienced with her was mirroring and idealization phase of BPD repetition compulsion cycle. The false persona you thought was your wife never really existed, it was a character created by mirroring your best traits. Your wife is already mirroring her new target (the young man) and adopting his lifestyle and mannerisms, hobbies, and interests. The persona you thought you wife was never really existed and will never return no matter how much therapy or medication or treatment she receives. those people here advising you to stand by her side have good intentions but are clueless about the psychology and mental illness involved. do not listen to these clueless well intentioned people. You are in grave danger of being falsely reported to the police and falsely accused or a victim of homicide. see also, johnny depp vs amber heard Quote:
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I agree with the bad advice on this thread. There is the "love, honor, and cherish, in sickness and in health, til death do us part" aspect. That is true, but there are other big factors, too. DO NOT LEAVE without talking to a lawyer first. I have seen several acquaintances and former co-workers totally screwed over by divorce. Losing custody of their children, child support, alimony, losing their home, losing half their net worth... These guys went from living high on the hog to barely getting by...So, you have to be careful...Some guys won't give a crap about all that. They're okay with it and just want to get out of their marriage. For others, it's a huge problem. Then you might have to deal with your daughters having a stepdad. Some of you on here might be a stepdad, and I mean no disrespect, but that could be a HUGE issue, too. |
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15 December 2023, 05:56 AM | #72 | |
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The DSM criteria aren't designed or meant to be used as a stand alone tool for lay people to use like a wikipedia for mental illness.
Its a tool for professionals who use it in combination with training/expertise/clinical experience, i.e. pattern recognition. I know you are well meaning but the danger here is severe so this rebuke isn't meant to embarrass you for your ignorance but I don't want the OP to be mislead. |
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Some of it does, as many symptoms of affective disorders do overlap. Having said that, it is totally irresponsible for anyone to try to diagnose someone they have not met, or examined, and even more outrageous, if you are not a medical practitioner, of some kind. I know people are trying to help, but please stop. It sounds like Chris has a plan. Let’s give responsible advice, to someone whose life is in crisis mode. Above all, let’s be kind. Kat Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk |
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This thread hurts my heart. Op, I sincerely hope you can get the proper help for this situation.
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Had issues in the 80's with my first wife, who was changed, from the kindest sweetest person, to a raving maniac, by HRT after a radical hysterectomy. Luckily I hired a brilliant, female divorce lawyer who guided me skilfully through the whole sorry mess. The most important thing, is to protect your children as far as possible, keep them as happy as you can, whatever it takes. I wish you all the luck possible. |
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I don’t know you or your family but truly wish you the best through this unbelievably trying time in you and your families life. You sound like a pretty solid guy just from the posts here. Having had a family background of quite a few mental issues through the years (not myself, but ever prevalent) I know some of the difficulties and hardship you are going through. Great support and responses through much of this thread from the TRF crowd. Take care of your kids and truly wish you all the best.
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I’m not embarrassed to disagree and I’m certainly not ignorant. I understand the use of the DSM, but it is part of a standard. Also, my posts addressed possibilities and info about bipolar disorder, or triggers…. You were the one diagnosing with certainty and giving advice to run and suggesting the OP was in danger even. I agree with Kat, none of us have met her and diagnosing is inappropriate. OP just needs our support. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Terrible to go through, I wish for you all better days.
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The biggest thing is that she has to be on board with her treatment and recognizing that there is currently a problem. With my other half, we started on the path to getting back on track because I asked him if I could go to one of his psychiatrist appointments with him. He said yes and, when I went, I was able to share quite a few behaviors that I knew the psych would find problematic and that was really the start of things turning around. Wishing you the best! |
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Chris has been given much advice and personal examples of our own experiences, myself included. Out of respect for him & his family, I politely suggest we allow him time and space to handle this with various qualified professionals moving forward. |
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Step one is getting the proper diagnosis. Bi Polar seems to often be a knee jerk diagnosis to many different things. Many different mental illnesses have some overlapping similar symptoms. Getting an actual diagnosis is crucial. Unfortunately that can be near impossible when the individual believes there is nothing wrong.
Step two. With an expert in the field develop a treatment plan and fully commit to it. Bi polar, with proper treatment is manageable. Without it it’s nearly impossible to manage. But even with proper treatment the individual needs someone else co-managing the care because unfortunately the first reaction to the medication working is that they no longer need the medication. It is a life long relentless battle requiring commitment for all involved which often requires sacrifice and tough love. Families can be literally destroyed by the amount of unyielding effort required. I have a family member who is diagnosed bipolar and unfortunately it has been completely mismanaged by the individual and the parent, who insists on being the only person to make decisions, managing it. Constant mistakes from the onset at age 18. As a result they are now in their 40s, having dropped out of college, has never held a job, had multiple run ins with law enforcement, and they are residing in their parents’ basement, continuously blowing through their parents’ money on nonsense items for their next big project. If you are unable to get through step one and two then removing yourself and your children from the situation might be an option, at least temporarily. As a husband you made a commitment to your wife but as soon as you became a father that commitment became secondary to protecting the mental and physical health and wellbeing of your children. They can not do this for themselves. This situation may become volatile very quickly and at their tender age they do not need to have a front row seat to their mother having a mental breakdown. That is the type of childhood trauma that you must protect them from at all costs. I’m extremely sorry that you, your wife, your family and the countless others have to go through this. There will be tough decisions that must be made through a deliberate rational thought process. Raising your children while simultaneously trying to assist your wife with her mental health crisis, without the crisis negativity and possibly permanently affecting your children is going to be extremely difficult; even more so if she hasn’t yet acknowledged there is a problem. Hopefully there’s a course of action out there where you’re able to hold it all together. Again I’m extremely sorry that you have to go through this. |
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Thanks everyone. Sincerely appreciate all the different points of view and advice.
In the end, I have to do what I think is best for all concerned. Big day tomorrow as she has her doctor appointment and we will see if she’s being honest about a lot of what I already know to be fact. That will be telling. I pray for our family’s best outcome but will keep all of you folks updates as our journey continues. |
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I will certainly have you and your family in mind tomorrow Chris. Best of luck! I’d like to refrain from offering anything further, other than praise and admiration for the way you’re dealing with the whole situation OP. It takes real courage to open up and ask for guidance and you’ve received enough now to have formulated your best way forwards. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Good luck, tough situation. Definitely seek a psychiatrist for evaluation. Other issues (including substance abuse) can present similarly, and a trained psychiatrist is best equipped to rule out other issues and determine options for treatment.
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Let’s not deal in conjecture. As a trained medical professional, I am concerned that folks are speculating, regarding the diagnosis of someone they don’t even know, and even more horrified, by folks judging this poor woman, who seems to be in a state of crisis, and pointing the OP toward divorce. The OP has a plan. Let’s all just hope and/or pray that this family gets help. Friendly support is all any of us are qualified to offer. Thanks. Kat Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk |
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But this is only one part of the story. The other part is the fearful one, this syndrome seems like a pure liar for the patient. It takes him or her out of control. If this person is in the good mood era, then they could change the world. They have such ideas, you can not imagine where are these came from? You can not stop them in this period, and that's the Catch 22 - as they feel flying over the Moon, so they do not want to understand that they are ill and need a therapy to calm them down. But not to be too calm, because that part is the more dangerous one, the depression stage (therefore it is called bi-polar: extraimly high or low emotions changes even in just some days). In this period if they will not get a huge help from the close relatives, there will be a huge chance for commiting a suicide without any foreseen reason. Unfortunately, I have seen this. No one expected that that person will do this at that time he did. Therefore no one was able to help him at that single moment. So, based on the aboves, and double underlined that I am not a professional healthcare person, I do not think, that she has a bipolar syndrome. What I see is more or less a simly "mad" stage, without a former or a foreseenable "down" stage. This is more like a midlife crysis, when the men used to feel that they have to look and act as they were twenty-thirty years ago. Which is not a usual, but not an unexplainable thing in a case of a woman. But in short: Please do not try to figure out her problem. This seems to be a psychiactric problem which needs a treatment. You have to help her to go to a professional psychiatric person who have dealt with such persons with success. But it is my humble opinion only, and NOT a medical advice. |
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unfortunately, tragically, I am qualified to prognosticate about the OP's fate because I have witnessed this same exact story play out half a dozen times with only the names changed.
The details match bit for bit, the texting, the cheating, the spending, the ages involved, the stay at home mom, even the misdiagnosis of bi-polar (ADHD is another common one, along with MDD but these are co-morbidities and not root causes for the behaviors) Thus while the details the OP has provided seem like it could be anything from mid life crisis to bipolar, I recognize and pick up on the clues like an arthur conan doyle sherlock holmes. and I am certain. For example, this clue from the OP, "She's always been easily overwhelmed. For context - until this recent job...she's been a stay at home mom for 12 years. I also worked from home and do all the cooking and we paid for a cleaning lady. I've tried to make her life easier." this testimony from the OP screams/glaring red flag for borderline personality disorder (their extreme emotional sensitivity makes normal daily life and social interactions overwhelming because borderlines spend all their energy to always project a "perfect" persona to strangers and acquaintances). The fact the situation persisted for 12 years shouts, "Its not treated/medicated bi-polar!!!!" I don't recommend any course of action whether it is treatment or divorce, because I have nothing to recommend. There is nothing that will help or improve or mitigate the chaos of borderline personality disorder. This situation is an ultimate tragedy and there is no good outcome here. OP, I am truly sorry for your loss. Quote:
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